At Least I'm Not Using My Drug Of Choice, I'm Fine…

Yeah you're fine until you're not…

You have given up your drug of choice and feel as though something is missing.

9 times out of 10 if an addict gives up their drug of choice they will develop another unhealthy habit. BEFORE YOU TAKE THAT THE WRONG WAY LET ME EXPLAIN..

Its one thing to get clean whether it's a rehab, hospital etc doesn’t matter. Getting clean is a huge step and you should be proud.

In saying that anyone can get clean but there some serious issues that need to be addressed, i’m talking like childhood shit, any traumatic events that have happened even shit you're probably not aware of. Im telling you it is key to work through these issues or one way way or another you will fall back in to previous unhealthy behaviours and I get it trust me i’ve done it many times and im not going to lie… im still doing it, i’m in rehab right now writing this page and all I can think about is what substance I haven't tried to escape my shit, I can’t think of any.

For 15 years i’ve had the same dam cycle with every drug I would swap and change trying to find a substance I could maintain a life with and its just not working out, to be honest its passing me off. You know what that means?, I have to deal with me. I have to deal with everything i’ve put myself through, I have to work to be a better person, I have to face the people i’ve hurt.. the fucking list goes on