Does It help You Sleep Better At Night?
im genuinely concerned if it does. I’m concerned if you think someone woke up in the morning and chose the longest road to nowhere for a life.
”Fuck yeah, I’m going to gamble my life and just right myself off everyday with drugs and alcohol.. I can’t wait”… If this is your mentality or you know someone who thinks like this, seek psychiatric help immediately. The word “Choice” gets thrown around way to much with addiction like we chose this for a life. Who the fuck would choose this, for those who haven’t experienced the cycle of insanity in about to enlighten you as to why I got stuck in it.
I was 16, confused about my sexuality, emotional distant parents, a child hood trauma bond created by my own mother, belittled by both my mother and father, nothing I accomplished was ever good enough, talk about how I’m feeling? Labeled weak by my mother, even look like crying and be prepared to feel the disgust from just the look in her eyes. My brother was 19 and already an ice addict, I mean can you blame him? After enduring that shit everyday. Constantly reminded that nor him or I would ever live up to their standards, I don’t know about you but that does not motivate in any aspect of my life personally I think it’s a vial thing to put your own blood and flesh through. Prove them wrong? I’m sorry but I don’t live my life to prove any one wrong, Why would I put myself through a bunch of unnecessary shit just to say “I told you so”