Because you just might get it
We had no idea that when we picked up our poison everyday that we literally handed the devil our soul on a silver platter.
We were welcomed to the gates of hell with open arms but we refused to see it, all we wanted to do was take a day off and forget our problems even for a second.
Broken and naive we had a chat with the Devil begging for help and guidance, in return we got comfort and guidance to the longest road to nowhere. Half way down the road was a sign that read “Wrong way turn back”, I know dam well I raised an eyebrow and thought “Who the fuck put that there” of course I proceeded and not with caution either I mean come on the Devil in disguise promised they would never let anyone hurt me or anything bad happen to me.
What I’m try to say is once you walk through the gates of hell and meet the fucking devil you always have a place there, You’re always welcomed back without judgement but only you have the choice to turn around whether you’re head back to hell or even just thinking about it. That one fun night you had over the months or years full of pain and deceit will always win, You’ll make excuses and you’ll never run out of them either, My book of justifications sit beside my bed just waiting for me to open them again.
Just remember to #OwnYourShit
No one can make the decision for you, You want a better life get up off your ass and go fucking get it because it will not magically appear or be handed to you.